assignment

ooooWW~~!
the most i hate~~~~~
expecially group assigment...
:(
it's so unfait either some 1 are not doing something!
better ask the 1 who no work go BANG wall! or eat shit better!

hhhheeeewwwwwwww!!


but finally the Hubungan Etnik assignment already finish!!!
argrgghhh~~~
many assignment still coming up next!
marketing>> introduction>> kitchen~~~~~~~
what the.....!
no choice.. college life macam itu punya~~~~


:D
sien.......

《我和我的兄弟~恩》

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http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.164925633090.118206.695633090#!/imybrother

i'm sick

i wish mummy is beside me right now..
because im sick
:(
feel so bad.....
last time when i was at hometown.
when im sick, mummy will take care of me....
now....... who take care me??
"dai gor nui" jor..... need take care for myself ady......

wuwuuu~  :'(
im so tired.. can't concentrate at class also~
mood so down~~~ cause of some1...
sommore this few days weather not so good..
sometimes rain sometimes sunny day......

see @@ so nice right?? 
what's the msg of sky trying to show us?
(^.^)?? anyboy know?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`````

tmr 28/5/2011 jie will come to fetch me out~
pindah rumah then gaigai~
long time never gaigai ady.......
i want eat something delicious! and buy some nice &good quaility clothes..
and also shoes, if can :)

day1

26/5/2011
the 1st day i start my co-curiculum at college~~

it's quite fun lah~

can know alot of friend...

sometimes feel very LONELY...

its beacause i have no friend accompany me to join basketball club~

except : william teh (my housemate)
~~~~~~~
last nitght, i already keep all of my things to ready for shift to my new condo + room~

not mine lah actually...

 i just rent the room only.. hehehe ^^

carmen(my roomate) , she said she will cry when i leave the house~~~

she will miss me... and she will try to visit me if she free....

hahaa.. she copy down my timetable......to know what time im free

= =''

feel like want to have steamboat or BBQ

but last 2 days ady have steamboat with friends, cause of  KENNY birthday
:)



hmmpp.. i have no ideas now........

OMG

[yesterday when i finish work and want back home,
i car accident. my car spoil so geng.. my leg injured dy ]

a msg from him......
my 1st respond is : OMG.......
what happen? whats going on?
why suddenly like that?
then i give him a called....

im so glad that he is safe...... : )
still can eat MC'Donalds
then i paksa him to buy me the pink colour coca-cola glass ^^

hahaa..

a joke from his fb pic comment :

P: still can smile n eat mcd

A: if not cry and eat bao?

silly things XD hahahaa

Lets have a look for his car......

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ppl bang wall he bang car.............

times to change a NEW car lah.....




my friend :D

god bless! he's safe.........

feeling

a guy told me b4... together with 1 person, we should be happy with each other..
i get his means...
so..... i do not lie with my feeling........
and i just break up with my boyfie.......
my boyfie treat me good sometimes....
he care me all the time...

i feel very sorry to him........
cause in that time...
i fall in love with a guy..
:(
maybe these shows that im not a good girl...?
but who know the truth?
the main point why i break with him??
who knows???(just me)

i can become a bad girl as what ppl said........
but.................trully, i really not bad as what they said.....

i just follow my feeling... and do what i want to do..........
maybe u will shock when u know all about this.........
cause i never tell u b4........
do u remember i promise u to give u A SECRET STORY BOOK as ur present?
the story is about what im gonna to tell u.. and what happened between me and u in this 4 years++
but . my last decision, i keep it and stop it.... i cant complete the secret story book
u know why?
i cant share this with u, just because i scare our friendship will just end like that.

maybe u will think that im childsish? still dont know how to think and all that..
but............ this is my feeling..........
4years++ feeling.......................
i cant lie myself......
and can i know what ur feeling actually..........?
im so blur sometimes.........
cause u treat me good all the time..
when i need a person to accompany me, u will appear infront of me..
when i gonna go for study, u r 1 of the person who i want to meet.........

and............SORRY.

你不知道的事

你單身，我等你。

你說不想戀愛，我等你。
你突然有了新的開始，我等你。
你結束了你的愛需要療傷，我陪你，我等你。
我以為終有一天你會發現你身邊的我，終有一天會回頭。
卻從未想過，最終等來的卻還是，一句，對不起，你很好，可是……
我真想說一句:……對不起！


我承認。
我不介意遷就你。
我可以一直抬頭仰望你。
只是，你真的，從來都不看我嗎？
我在這裡啊，我在這裡啊！你聽見了嗎？

有時候會想。


我究竟喜歡你什麼?
我究竟在等你什麼？


也許得不到的才真的是最好的。


又或者，我只是沒有遇見，比你更好的。


是不是真的要到，等我忘記了你。
是不是真的要到，等我放棄了你。
是不是真的要到，等我離開了你。
你才能真正地知道，我於你而言，也是那麼重要?

你不知道某些時刻，我有多麼難過。
你不知道，沒有回應的等待，真的讓人很累。
你不知道，我是鼓起了多大的勇氣，才敢念念不忘。
又或者，你不是不知道，只是假裝不知道。


一次次反复。
哭累了，沉默了。
想放棄了，冷淡了。
可是時間一過，卻又還是想念了。


放不下，忘不掉，戒不了，走不開。
身邊的人都會心疼。
周圍的人都會勸解。
大概也就只有你了吧。
仍舊那麼無動於衷。
大概也就只有我了吧。
仍舊那麼情有獨鍾。

該說什麼好呢？


一個願打一個願挨嗎？
一直在等一個人
一直在等一個回頭
一直在等一份笑容
終於等到，我自己都沒了笑容
也夠了吧，我真的累了。


可是為什麼，我向左走，向右走，還是走不出愛你的圓。

我並不奢求在你那裡找到幸福
也不敢想你會有什麼付出
只是想，既然做了決定我就義無反顧
可笑的是，你卻連一個讓我義無反顧的機會都不給我。

告訴自己:
讓自己離開你
告訴自己
這是最後一次哭泣

很多事情，都是有界限的
很多時候，再堅強的人都是會累的。
我不是真的傻瓜，只是曾經為你心甘情願。
而現在，我最終還是找到一個方式，讓自己退出這不公平的遊戲了。


很偶爾的
你會找我，聯繫我。
你的突然出現，還是會挑起我心裡的弦。
只是，我也學會對你偽裝了，不冷不熱，不咸不淡。
笑得沒心沒肺，也不會再流那，廉價的眼淚了。
然後聽你輕輕地說，你變了。


我不知道，是該笑還是該哭。
也沒有意義了，不是嗎。
只是很突然的
看到一個相似的身影
聽到一個相似的聲音
總會身不由己，總會陷入回憶
不過，慢慢的，我也學著放下了
不是我變了，是我真的無能為力了、我認輸了。
我折騰不動了。
那麼，許久之間，再次見面。
面對這樣的擁抱，我大概是不會有怎樣的情動了。
即使心裡翻天覆地，也會裝作一副淡然的樣子。
我曾經所有的熾烈，也最終，還是被你耗盡了。
怪你嗎？不怪你，誰都不怪，誰也怪不了。

HAPPY AND SAD

happy ----- i no lie myself!
wif my 1 week++ get C...B..A result..

sad------- ijust get 1 A for my trial exampaper..!
how sad??????////

im back

almost 2 month never blogging d...
im back...
:)
nowadays having Trial Exam.....
quite tired d..
eyes almost macam panda ... XD (so kua zhang)
im so happy to myself...
cause... this time exam... no tiru leh!
hahaha...
just ask friend science answer...
:X for paper 2 only lah.. just little... k.......
someone ...........bring moral paper... sejarah answer... sn answer...
OMG.............
kenapa mahu macam itu??? u no failed the paper... but u Failed  ur own!
oooPPPS....IZIT U??? hahaha....
anyway..
i hope i success for my SPM...........
good luck to u guyz too!

lazy..

PLEASE LEAVE NOW... IF U ARE THE ONE WHO HATE ME!!


im getiing lazy to do everythings.........
such as BLOGGING..... hahaha..
slimming..? studying?..
percubaan is coming soon... but i still haven't prepare for it..
= =
so sleepy when looking on the book..
especially sejarah..
for akaun subject.... i worried about it..
every time i go tuition,  sch akaun classes..
because................i don't understand the chapter..
cause i never  try to understand the format.
everytime just copy the others work..
:(
............... to be continue..
lazy write..